So here it goes, I will be that “angry Black womxn” you speak of and continue to hold my chin up *Kanye Shrug.
Recently, I have found myself trying to repair the feelings of my privileged counterparts. I have been confronted by white fragility & white guilt, which they are currently winning. I owe you nothing and deserve space to express how I feel.
As I continue to follow those who inspire me I am reminded that I am here and I matter.
I sorta kinda censored my twitter more than usual and that says something. However, mental exhaustion is real and I needed to unplug.
First and foremost, if you do not like what I have to say that is okay. I believe in the power of dialogue and have experience having multiple conversations surrounding equity issues with diverse others and white people. I am here to share my knowledge, thoughts, and work through the toxicity of whiteness. You may feel uncomfortable and there are so many factors I consciously and unconsciously consider when taking a step out of the door as a Black womxn. You have the ability to just walk outside. **I am in no way comparing my experience to my LGBTQ+ family as I recognize the effort in “coming out” every day and dealing with heterosexism.
On a daily basis, I and many others are striving to rise above messages that try to tell us that we are less than. As I continue to figure out what it means to be a Black womxn and the ways I can be ME authentically I am going to continue to disrupt and fight for the space underrepresented populations deserve.
For this reason, I will continue to cause trouble.
“Sometimes we have to take the risk of fulfilling the fantasies other people have of us” Sarah Ahmed
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You can find me on twitter and Instagram as well @TheeKWard